Nice anon. I am keeping that anon. Thank you anon.
Like honestly it used to be so bad that I honestly believed that my face was offensive and it would be cruel to look at anyone. My eyes did not leave the floor.
It took me ages to find something that works for my skin.
All the while my family was laughing at me and making fun of my face and how ugly it is.
Honestly I do not want to relive that.
you get away from your abusers and then don’t know how to take care of yourself on your own.
Even though my brother refuses to let me tag along for grocery shopping, I am still getting blamed for the shitty groceries.
Because it’s my fault that I don’t make nice with someone who regularly tells me I am a bitch and retarded. I flat out avoid him because he tells me to kill myself.
I have yet to find the appropriate level of sedation to approach this task that leaves me awake.
"Dont say you hate your fam-" No.
"Omg you should love your fami-" No.
"Be grateful they’re your famil-" No.
If you have been bullied, hit, teased, put down, hurt, lied to, or hated by you’re own family; you don’t need to justify how you feel. You dont need to explain yourself. You are allowed to hate a family member or dislike a family member if they’ve given you a reason to.